December 2011
4 posts
Around about this time I always feel like crap and it’s probably because of my dad. Lately he’s been moody when coming back from work and makes little comments and it’s as if he hates me and yup I’d like it to stop. Solution to stop me feeling sorry for myself? Ice-cream and a Cary Grant film of course
People are constantly letting me down aw how lovely
you know what’s great? when you realise you actually find all your friends but one annoying
i’ve decided to rely on one of my best friends to help me with my film coursework. I need to take some pictures of her and I need to present a few shots to the class on monday. Last week we were meant to do it but she suddenly went to Blackpool and so we were meant to meet at 12 today but she still hasn’t replied on twitter and it’s just pissing me off now i’ll never rely...
November 2011
10 posts
Yay not going to college. Now I can finish that essay and watch some Cary Grant films
I’ll just stay in bed till they notice. Yo ho yo ho a pirate’s life for me
Holy crap I don’t want to go to college today do you think I could trick mum into thinking I’m ill
Question: how many times can my dad be a douchebag this week?
Answer: 1947284815383
Dean Martin and Frank Sinatra are the only people cheering me up right now omg all I’ve got to do is think about that video of them singing a marshmallow world and then I’m suddenly smiling like an idiot to myself
I’ve been seriously fed up for over a week and always feel like crying and jfc idk this sounds stupid idk when I’ll fully be happy again
Probably when I see Lindsey Buckingham yay
Determined to make today a better day than yesterday :)
well i immediately regret doing that
Today was crap I’ve hardly done any work so tomorrow’s going to be crap and the next week at college and the week after and so on and the next 2 years and most probably the years after that YAY
so i hate myself pretty much and i’ve lost my appetite and i’m too dumb to know hwo to do any of this work my family’s forcing me to go out with them to take my mind off things because they probably noticed i was in bed for the past 2 hours being a sad plonk and ughh. I just want to sleep